Giving up on 3+0 brings with it it's own sense of crazy ass anxiety purely cuz it feels so much more high stakes haha. Even playing someone lower rated feels like an adrenaline rush. Damn man. Losses are so tough and each game feels like a make or break one lol. Painful asf. My prime reason for avoiding rapid too lol. Can't just be loosey goosey in it. Haha. Why am I like this why can't I just take it easy? Would be a lot better.