Talking to Di and it seems she almost ODed on some prescription meds wtf. What even is that fuck?! I'm glad she is safe. This is horrid. How does a medical practitioner just prescribe this. Plus opioids in the meds too. Man, medication in the US is crazy strong. I felt like scolding her lots too who tf takes that many pills? PhD from and Ivy uni and doing this bs. Lol. My friends are all loco. Ffs. 

Was on a call with her for hours, it's nice we have found our groove. I like talking lots so it's kinda fun to just bs late night hehe. Been urging me to go date people I'm so in hermit mode I just escaped that convo lol. Gotta protect myself lmao. Man, idk if I'll ever like someone again, people have been guttingly disappointing that I've just got a bit of a fear now. Well, it'll lift someday. Just takes someone being nice and sweet to counter all else I guess. Or atleast that's the hope. 

Oo and women's day today. Lol only mom wishes noone else cares about these days.