Listening to Rachmaninoff early morning. Just feels so lovely. Lilacs is just so utterly delicate and pretty. I wish I could play it. How does one not fall in love with this man? Sheesh. 

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I feel like the quality of the soul that can think up these notes must be... Hmmm... Actually I don't know. Maybe musicians can be assholes too who knows. But the music itself is pristine. 

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I always think I'll take some time out to sit and listen to more composers but I never find the time. I really wish to change that. How very tragic I have to lunch with people I don't wish to meet, purely to keep up pretences. I'd rather be right here with this music rn.