Friendliness and affection is such a nice combo ngl. I like that it is my natural state when devoid of stressors. I like environments which propagate that too. Iss nice. One of the things I had loved so much early on was the vibe our group had. For all four of us it was something really great. Hope I find that again. 

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Backhands were so good today. Honestly just felt nice. That other dude who comes by is so amusingly weird. Kept telling me don't play well don't play well. What a weirdo. Still, was fun. I can tell I've improved. Yaay. A year from now I'll be at a good level. Wooohooo! I soooo look forward to it!