Sometimes I wonder if people don't feel possessive does that mean they simply don't care? Or is it simply my blind spot? Funny how emotions can be tbh. Hard to separate projection at times. The one genuine answer lies with the stoics in that don't ever get attached to anything and you can be free. But damn it's hard huh.
Ugh.
Complete cock.
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Also, I find it soooo hard to give myself credit for anything ever. It feels like it'll lead to complacency maybe idk. But just seeing some offhand vid of neimann where he is creating his good guy arc and idk. Something about such a youngling striving also makes me feel like sooo many people out there have so many uphill battles. Some of their own making but fucking uphill nonetheless. Gotta really have a tough mindset no matter what. It's crazy how much disciple is needed and how easy it is to slide by as well. The curse of good enough eh? Hmmm.
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Well, here's to consistency and to holding down the fort for our own selves.
"The best is yet to come."
That shall be my way of the ninja. Hehe.
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