I can't think of a name!: Music

Heard music that reminded me of this. All these years and it still holds up just the same for me. I love it so much. Ever more so cuz the video was shot in Rajasthan. Something about the desert was always so very magical to me. Oh the nostalgia I feel. The video is exactly as hard hitting as it was the first time I saw it.

It's quite literally like wanting to catch sand, isn't it? A beautiful thing. Some songs just leave their imprint on you.

Ironic that one of the 2000s songs I so very love is created by a German hippie. Lol. This world is such an odd place sometimes. He seems like a shiva cafe aficionado too lol.

Never heard this before but I like it too.

Morning Celebration

How very krishna coded tbh. With the flute and such.

Oh wow he has been making music since 85. Can't believe I didn't know this. What a random day to find out lol.

Sunday, March 1, 2026

Slow, show

Every time you walk away, you run away you take a piece of me with you there. Lol. Who knew gg had a song that would get stuck in my head like that.

Lol. All I see is a snow globe again. And that stupid Christmas just looking in. I don't want to feel like that anymore.

"I'm not maternal, I've just been spending too much time with cyrus, I'm turning Jewish."I Hahah oh man. The gems in this show. Blair is legit hilarious. I never knew fussing over someone is a Jewish trait tbh. It's a good trait, we should all have it in some degree. I didn't realise it before, but the small nuggets they show about him getting her to enjoy food after she had an eating disorder was a way to show care. How nice. Food is something that's so fundamental and comforting at times. Feeding and cooking for someone just feels good. Broke my heart once to hear there's people who have to avoid stuff, it was purely baffling to me. Heh. Oh well. We get the lot we are dealt.

" Only a masochist can love such a narcissist " lmao this show is mocking me now. Touche blair, finally found something you said that I can relate to. ✌🏼

Oh heyyy... They also used one of my fav songs by the National. Wuuut

Slow Show oh man. I love this style of singing. Slow, soft, showtime.

That piano, man. Softly steals my heart everytime. To the author I say: don't be an asshole man, don't just keep screwing up. Courage, mon cherie💪

Wednesday, January 14, 2026

U2

Baby's got blue skiesss overheadddd

Sweetest thing

Eternal fire... She turned me to straw.

Ours is a Stormy kinda love.

Du du du du du du du....

Ohhh.

Ugh. My fav songs from ages back. I still love it just the same. Dammit. Swooooon. Imma play it again, even the beginning is so nice!

Who doesn't love blue skies? And idk why that looks like Ronan Keating in the background lol. Heh, love him too!

Omg he was a part of the video too damn... Never even knew haha. So cool, an apology song for the wifey hehe. That's just so goddamn romantic though. Mr. Bono showing his blue eyes for his brown eyed wife lmao. What a cheezy guy. How very cute, and that dog too. Damn this is from 2009. So long back, I was yet to meet him. Fuck, I can't believe there was a time in life that I didn't know the one person that defined so much of my life haha. Well, the only person to sing me before I fell asleep talking to him. Hehe. Sweetest things.

Saturday, December 6, 2025

Rozalia

Ooooh

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=dXqS5q3EsNw&si=bLQgz_EBdm2T14C-

Wow. New artists can make music woohoo

Sunday, November 30, 2025

Song that always make me happy

Lambada

Loved it all my life and still do hehe. God, I wanted to dance like that so bad! Pure little joys.

Ai yai yaiiii hahahahah omggg love this so muchhhhh

Monday, September 29, 2025

Greatest love ever

Running up that hill. Oo huuuu

I actually want to run up a hill fuck. Just that sweet sweet pain and endorphins. Chase that damn high.

Dammit. Disabling pano scrobbler cuz I don't want it reading my texts lmao. Ugh no mo last fm and my digital musical impressions. Dayum. There was something so precious about sharing that profile with someone and they could know when I'm enjoying a song haha. It was cute.

On a night that's for the shins,no less.

I'm looking in on the good life

I might be doomed never to find

Without a trust, a flaming field

Am I too dumb to refine?

And if you took to me like

Well, I'd've danced like the queen of the eyesores

And the rest of our lives would've fared well

Heh. Such deeply sad lyrics set to such peppy music. Ooooo uuu ooo uooo

I missed when life was small and I kissed you on the terrace and felt guilty because it didn't fit in with my idea of propriety. Hehe. I miss it so much. Not you, but I miss that time of innocence and wonder. I want it back. I will never look for myself in shitty lyrics nevermore. But if I could bottle that innocence and keep it safe, I would. I so would. Dammit.

Ugh. I must have said it a 1000 times but music is my greatest love hehe. And I shall forever be a musical philanderer, no genre shall tie me down.

Let's see if someone can ever come close to clinching second place though. Heh. I am now curious who or what that might be.

On cue... Heartbeats.

What a pretty voice you have.

Heartbeats ♥️

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

Diatribes

They don't make songs like this anymore. They just don't. I feel like a lost soul sometimes. Maybe cuz I feel misunderstood. Maybe cuz it's kinda dramatic and self affirming. Maybe cuz I barely know any fucking person who even gets any of this anymore. How deliciously vacant. Heh.

I don't know.

I know that this song complements a lot of stuff one can feel.

Fandango. :)

A whiter shade of pale

Speaking of. Years ago I'd loved californication purely for the writing. Moody was a cunt, but he said the prettiest things. I felt sorry for him, I never related to him, but I kinda got him. A man deluded. I understand men like him. Can't love them, but I get them somewhat. Don't respect them though.

"She said one thing and I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation."

This held me then, it holds me now. A good conversation is the key to my heart. I know it because I end up knowing you. It's amazing when knowing you is set to some really nice song that then serves to tell me we know each other. Conversations is what I fall for, always.

60's rock, amirite? :)

A lot of people marry out of loneliness. Some marry for security and I've never understood those souls, I see them as afraid at times. I don't judge, I just know I can't do that. And I wish I could, sometimes. Will life break me down to a point that I might? Idk. Currently, here I am, someone who simply can't live a lie. I have no clue what that means for me. But I can't live with someone who wouldn't get me. Heh. The simplest thing you want, and it's the toughest thing to find. Beautiful.

Oops.

Tuesday, April 29, 2025

Pete Yorn, Glass, 2K, Me and Tchaikovsky

Real Good Love

That video has all that I love hehe.

Two whole days questing that elusive rating just so I could hang up boots. Hehe. Didn't get it yet. Dayum.

Got it. After two days. To the sound of Philip Glass haha.

Company 2

Maaan. What a song. That urgency oof. Signature Glass.

Someone was right, stupid ass soundtracks can be nice. Ugh.

Charms

A fitting image for Tchaikovsky

Pas de deux

What a pretty, pretty song. Oof. ♥️

The Backwater.

Ugh. Canon snuck up on me again. Lol. Gotta banish it for good. Stupid ass reminder of things unhappy. Goodbye ye terrible song, reminder of vulnerability you be. No thank ee. Never again. 🚫

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Late nights with Thievery Corp

All that we perceive

Sensual singing, boiler room vibe, dim lights. I like it so much.

Keane

- I always come back you hehe. You and black keys. Mmm mm mmmm

Wednesday, January 8, 2025

Hozier sings for me

Wow those were a lot of loops to go through to figure out how to add video and audio that can be uploaded nice. Recording myself for the first time feels so weird lol.

Remember seeing his nerdy look for the first time and falling so goddamn hard lmao. V rarely do I find someone so attractive I wanna climb straight into lap. And then he sang mofo. Oh man. Those glasses, wide shoulders and that voice. Bruh. So potent.

You're toooo sweet for meeeeiiiieeeieieeee.

Heh.

I would bang you in a heartbeat hozier. And then maybe make you breakfast. If you behave. Or maybe if you don't. Who knows?

Heh. But I would melt hard at Cherry Wine. Fuck man...what a pretty ass song. Not the best in the world but works for me. I've never glamourised dysfunction and dysfunctional relationships. I don't see what's great about breaking each other and getting off on the intensity of it all. It makes me sad to see people with no self control no respect no real understanding of self mastery. But I know what it's like to love someone endlessly, even when it hurts to. Noone understood that about me. Atleast I don't think they did. They don't get how much it hurts to be there for them even when they stabbed me and my mind...my enemy at times. Tells me take it, it's okay. You can endure. Like fucking batman lmao. I don't think I can do it anymore. I wanna leave everything behind tbh. I'm so done. With lots of love... Fuck you. All of you. ♥️ Heh.

Oh heyyy and this is a song for well. Hehe. Always loved the cardigans.

Lovefool

Tuesday, January 7, 2025

Mariage D'Amour

Omggggg!!

A 2 yo plays one of my fav tracks and so well aaaa. Saving cuz it's the most beautiful song ever.

https://www.reddit.com/r/nextfuckinglevel/s/K3NsItSGLM

Obligatory:

George Davidson

Oh man... I love this so much.

My heart lies in music, and when it does it never lies.

Thursday, December 19, 2024

Shadow Sides

A lover I don't have to love

I guess this might be a bit of mine.

But then all of a sudden the fog lifts and I find myself steady, feet on the ground. Hehe. And then I type hehe, because why not make things a bit lighter, happier and all that needs to be right is right.

Land Locked Blues

This might be my heart. A teeny bit.

A good woman will pick you apart

A box full of suggestions for your possible heart

But you may be offended, and you may be afraid

But don't walk away, don't walk away

We made love on the living room floor

With the noise in the background from a televised war

And in that deafening pleasure, I thought I heard someone say

"If we walk away, they walk away"

Haha yes. A good woman will pick you apart. I should know, I do it all the time.

And I am a good woman, of that you can be sure.

Hehe. One little heart for me. ♥️

Dammit I've changed so much I love this song and the first one has no hold over me anymore. I am all grown up. Who could have imagined it? Not me!

Still love Bright Eyes though. They just don't make music like this anymore. It's a bit like Charles Bukowski meets idk Hemingway maybe. Something smack dab in the middle of kinda sorta fucked up but with sunshine and a smirk. Cuz you know you'll pick yourself up, dust yourself off and then... Goddammit just love a good woman yo.

And this is a song I searched for you. The lyrics make it so beautiful to me. Maybe cuz they reminds me of me. Just on a walk, a lil poignant though, one smile and some rain and some sunshine.

Bowl of Oranges

Always funny to me that people know of Joel, but hardly anyone knows Bright Eyes. And I've always got your back! 💖

Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,

I'm gonna try and make you laugh.

And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black.

And we'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve

Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole.

But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall.

Then I think we would see the beauty.

Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges, like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.

Ooohh. Ohhhh.

There you have it. My heart in a nutshell. Not so shadowy after all.

If someday I send this to someone, I hope they understand me. I'll save it for someone special. One who would just get it instantly hehe. And beware! Never send it to someone who will ignore it, because they need to show how much more music they know hehe. God there are too many people like that 💀

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

Song for tonight

Sorrow Tomorrow

Swing swing swing! 💃🕺

Asking my priiide to step asideee... Can't stand the pain of lovin in paiiiin

it's not where I belong.

Aaand one of my old favsss

Country Roads

I wanna wear a frock

With lots of frills

Do my lashes

And bat them right at you.

Country rooooads. Dammit I love this.

And heyyyyyy

The song you once dedicated to me hahaha omggg

Brown Eyed Girl

Man, we used to listen to so much Morrison ♥️

Shalalalallalalaaadidaa

Heh. I wish I find someone like you again, I do. I felt sooooo loved. So much fun, so much affection! One of the best people I've ever known! Dammit what a sudden throwback haha. Yt killing it with the algo! Good stuff.❤️

Suspicious Minds

You don't get lyrics like this anymore. It's so true. You can't go on with suspicious minds. But at times that suspicion is simply the fear of losing your happy place. I think it only occurs when the other person doesn't make you feel secure though. I've never actually felt it with anyone except one time. And I mean. Well. It was never unfounded. When people are deceitful it's hard to love them much less trust them. Feels like being under threat all the time no point in putting you through that ever. But anyway I'm done, done with all this bs never again I'm closing all those nasty chapters.

Hehe, something about this music in December. Feels great.

A nice palate cleanser

The man who plays the mandolino

How prettyyyyy man ugh. Take my heart, take ittttt now! ♥️