....I suppose are meant to be broken.
Sub 2 broken and done twice the same day. What in the world dude. What a debut and still came second. Oh boy. And Kiptun's old record broken too! All in the same rac! Jees. Insane what the human body and mind can do.
How TF does someone run a 10k in just under half an hour!!! Zomg. I cannot.
The mind is boggling!! Endurance sports have my deepest respect.
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And here I sit, just tired out from doing nothing of note this weekend except waking early. Hehe. Running has this wonderful feeling of vanishing all dumpy, lazy feels. Consecutive days without kinda end up making days feel drummy and strange. There was a time when I used to look for weekends to unwind but now I prefer days where I follow a routine post chilling tbh. I look forward to it, it makes me happy. That's so fucking adult it makes me low key laugh at myself. I've always yearned for that though, to look forward to things I wish do spend time on, as opposed to being stuck doing things I dislike.
We bitched about D and one of M's friends too. It dawned on me how absolutely trash D is.
After a long, long time I spent a lot of quality time with M. In the moment it felt good. I have always held so much love for her, that it felt nice after a shit ton of time to just be in a peaceful space with her. Without her stupid loser bf lol. I think he is the problem everytime. Her friend compared him to her own husband who is yet another deadbeat and M was looking at me to maybe say nay he isn't. I just couldn't bring myself to do so. 💀. I wouldn't have cared if the guy was nice but hmmm. Well, everyone has to pick the path they want in their lives. What to say.
Que sera sera. Always falling back on thee.
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I've been fairly silent all day, it's like I'm just recalibrating from talking all weekend lol. Strange, I enjoy writing but actually talking has become a lot less for me. Or rather, being silent has become a lot more common for me. What a turn!
