I'm realising how hate can be a good motivator. Every time I hear defeatist self talk by my friend a fire in me just lights up, and man. I hate her mindset so much it makes me want to run harder, do more... Do anything to get the fuck away from that bullshit lol. In a strange way that complete lack of self belief and that loser mentality is something I hate with such passion that I simply do not want to resemble anything close to that lmao. God, just fuck that stupid miserable bullshit gah! Feel like going for another run just to get away from it 🙄