Made a wish this diwali lol. Not sure if you make wishes on diwali but oh well. Lately, I just feel like the gravity of life has kind of settled in. I'm more aware of people and finiteness. Maybe it has something to do with granny and viewing everyone at home but I just feel so completely concerned about everyone. All the time lol. Like scolding brother for speeding, dad for doing his dumbassery, mom for walking on the roadside lol. Heh. I just want to keep everyone happy and safe and sometimes I feel like being controlling in my urge to just get everyone to not make mistakes but why tf have I become everyone's parent lmfao. Well, idc everyone better listen to me and not do bs. Haha. Fuck...it sometimes really feels like you have to not let anyone be wayward.  Oh well, god bless.