Drinking and then playing in the cab. And it's so fun tbh. Why do all social gatherings revolve around drinking? Sheesh. But idc tonight. I'm having fun. And I... Ugh. I spend time with all these folks and maybe it's the alcohol a little bit but I don't like it as much as I would have years ago. I mean..like I'm having fun it's not like I'm not. But I suppose my heart is simply not fully in it. It's great, people are nice, it's all good but it's just not it. Weird, huh? I feel like I just miss something. Idk man. 

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Maybe I should read some darymple. Make myself feel like I'm lost in some ages past. 

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Ugh..i legit don't like drinking no more even with a couple i feel sickish. Yukky. Ughughugh. I don't like this at all rn. :( ugh. Rn I'm missing that stupid fellow who told me not to drink also. Ugh. Like I hate anyone telling me what to do but when he did I didn't feel all that rebellious and kinda like I wanted to listen. Ugh. I feel puky rn omg. Ugh yukky. Oh no. I feel sick. And ugh. I feel more more sick 🤢. Freshly laundered sheets smell good and make me feel less puky rn.