Voicing out all I felt over the last couple of years and I don't particularly feel too good over it, in fact rereading it makes me feel low key sick. 

Heh...it's weird to be in a spot like this. I know I'm not going to address any of these things with her, because I know there's no point in it. Fuck it. Feels surreal, because I know there's an ending hidden in there somewhere. But meh. 

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Let's stuff it in some big box and pretend it doesn't exist. 

Like we always doooo!