Wanna read some old asterix comics. It's been years! I used to have the entire collection stored somewhere should dig it out. It was one of the funniest ever comics. Right up there with calvin and hobbes. That's the greatest ever I think.

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Lmao I snuck a peek and this khadoos is still playing with his pocket hanging out hahhaha. Damn man. Idk why it makes me smile so much. Ugh. It's just so silly and cute 

You know what I am? I'm like a candle made of cheap wax that melts for no reason. Needed to be tough like a diamond instead folding like a pack of cards whenever the wind blows. Sad, truly sad. Ugh. Okay close, not putting myself in harms way. Not now, not ever. Gotta train myself to be TOUGH! 😅

Meh. It's cute and all, but yeah. I think peace, stability and niceness are cuter. I shall hold out for that for myself. However long it takes it's fine, I'd just rather wait for actual kindness, not all this silly melts. 

I'm glad I met my tennis friend too, the small gestures that come so implicitly to him always anchor me in the knowledge that sweetness and consideration can and does come naturally to folks. What makes me happy is how I now naturally gravitate to that too. On a personal and important level that's what counts for me instinctively now. What a hurdle to have crossed in life. Bit by bit we shall build a castle with strong, anchored foundations. ♥️ Until then, clean slate, happy mindset. And let's just get to work again. 😁

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Gotta start playing again tomo though, good I should sleep now and wake up early. All injuries have healed I'm sooooo afraid I'll have to go back to aches and pains from tomo. Well, such is life. So let's gooooooo!!!