Everything hurts. This is crazy. Movement gets so restricted the minute you have aches and pains yo. Slept funny and neck is also strained lmao. Totally falling apart, aren't I?

Really gotta fix this shit asap. I refuse to allow this to be an impediment for too long. Just tired of this. And so tired of watching a ball whizz by without making an attempt to reach it when my hip hurts. Never again man. Time to take conditioning seriously. 

It's pretty hard to not be cranky when stuff like this happens tbh. 

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I feel so defeated today like. Hmmm. Meh. Like it's annoying when the obstacle is just not a lack of will to work but rather something external. I really hate that. Hopefully it wears off. 😕