How much do I even undervalue myself? This is something I really need to think about and fix. I can't believe I care about someone who wasn't even bothered to get to know me at all. Like fuck. Like after all this time, I wasn't even worth a phonecall or knowing my last name? And you have the audacity to throw the word 'friend' around like that means anything. It's just so sad. Maybe he is just lucky and has a lot of people who care about him, so I don't make any difference. Idk. Sometimes people tell me I'm great and I'm awesome but why don't I ever see it in myself? All I see is someone noone actually makes an effort for. Is there something so profoundly wrong with me? Idk, but guessing there must be.
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