Babies go waaah

Listening to the levitov podcast and damn man. I feel sorry for Kramnik in part. He is such a...how tf are you 49 and this way. This entire thing is him looking for attention and he doesn't care who he hits out at. I kept wondering why he went after Danya and not Hiki and now it's dawning on me that it's simply cuz Naro has Soviet roots. So he must seem closer to them than Hiki etc. It's weird how much role identity plays in people's choices. And it's so fucked up that K is sooooo desperate for attention. It's insane and unnatural. What is it about chess that makes people so crazy? Is it just that they measure their lives based on elo? Man. That's so sad if true. A whole world to choose from and all you want to do is devolve into such a mess. I find it interesting from a human story perspective. All of them seem to have some strange need to demean others and climb to the top of an imaginary hierarchy. Hiki taking shots at everyone all the time. M said he came after his family too same as alireza's brother and others. So shitty. He came after erigaisi also I remember that. Even Giri had said something mean to alis bro iirc. How tf do you say shit about people's families man. And M mentioned his grandad passed away but didn't think to ask me about my granny still. Sheesh. Just hit me so hard in that moment I almost cried. Well, never mind. Not going to think about this again.

What a low. Never have I seen that in anyyyy sport. It must suck to have these unwanted dudes just behind your back. Nepo also yuck. I actually just dislike these people based on their personalities lol. I can't play chess even half as well but I would never look up to any of them or want to be around them ever. 

But what's interesting to me is the choices K is making rn. From this it sounds as if he is just looking for chess com to be his bitch and make him king and lashing out at everyone to see what sticks. Wow. Crazy how entitled some people feel. It's literally like a small kid in a grocery store throwing a fit. God i hate those kids too haha. I wonder what parenting trick is needed to deal with them cuz it seems like the same is needed here. " Really toxic babysitting" that's the phrase that comes to mind. It is as bad as watching adult alcoholics. When 30yos get shit faced and slur etc it is so gross and sad and pathetic. Sadly I view most of these people also in the same way now. Hmmm. Embrace tennis 🎾, my one true sports love.   

And you know what fuck all this idc... Imma listen to eminem and work outttttt 💪

Let's goooooo