Friday, October 18, 2024

Bet?

It's funny. A part of me is reluctant to write much now not cuz I don't have much to say but cuz I'm a bit wary and can't pretend like I don't know it'll be read. But the other part is like hmmmm...now that I have mentioned it, it probably won't be. Funny lil dilemma. Actually I'm also curious as to what the next move would be... Just refraining from peeking or just say eff it and do it anyway? Or like play it cool and give it time and then do it? Hahah. Weirdo. Well, it's fine either way. I think. I hated it when P was doing it cuz I didn't want him in any part of my life and I'm so fiercely guarded about myself that the idea of him invading into my private space was repulsive. But I find myself not minding it one bit with you. I guess I'll also be a bit more tempered about what I say and how cuz it's only fair. Well. This is a form of openness I never really expected to experience in life, but I'll try to be comfortable with it. If nothing, atleast it makes me less inclined to just hide. Perhaps that's a good thing. I feel oddly free. 


Cheers. 

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