Okay that was fun, did 40 km. I love that point where my body gets heated up fully and everything seems to be in flow. These days it takes a bit longer to warm up that much. But it's smooth sailing after. Makes such a big difference in my mindset too tbh. I don't feel as mopey lol. 

Well, I guess I just have to keep my head down and hope to feel better soon. I don't want to feel anything anymore, just want to keep myself busy as I can be. I'm not gonna think about it. 

I wonder how many days I can cycle like this though. Can't afford to have a repeat of that stupid running mileage increase that wrecked my ankle and set me back months. Okay temperance, please. Take it a day at a time.