Drove for 2 hours. Lol. I wish I could do it forever. How to run away from this feeling of wreckage?
Fuck... Feeling so fucked rn. I can't rid myself of this grief that I'm feeling omg.
Man. I've hated you so much. You betrayed me repeatedly and I know you always would, that's who you are. And yet, you were my closest friend, someone I loved and cared for. And I don't know what's gonna happen. I hate being in this prison of choices. You are the shittiest person I know and yet I cared about you so goddamn much and I just feel so horrid hearing this cancer thing and how it's so scary and I'm afraid we will lose you and I just fucking don't know what to do.
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