Fitzgerald's life is one of hedonism and toxicity man. Dayum. I think these toxic relationships can be enticing cuz they engage all your senses fully. Sex seems hedonistic and most people just get seduced by that thrill of being on top of the mountain. Then they die by 44 like F Scott did.  💀

This is why life should be tempered by monkhood and mastering yourself not just losing your mind in pleasure seeking. I hate the nature of addictions cuz they control you. WHY DO YOU WISH TO SUBMIT?