Every time I can't achieve something just the way I want it, I feel frustrated asf. It's not something I let go of, it's just something I wish to tackle over and over until it bends to my will. I just fucking hate sucking at something soooo much like just soooooooooooooooo much god ugh. Just wanna yell.  

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Restless, listless and completely feel like running away from everything or to just stay super busy to avoid everything else lol. I wish life was more streamlined but some days all I feel is like I'm just drifting. Just feel like shit today...........