I'm 2k rapid. And it didn't really take much effort tbh. Hmmm. Interesting. So long breaks with bullet help hahaha. Ugh. I don't feel any sense of satisfaction though just feels like yeah ok big deal it's not a high rating. Plus I'm barely thinking even now, just a bit here and there. 

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I'm not enjoying it at all tbh. Unless it feels like a challenge and not just blundering stupid pieces it's just not fun. I suspect it won't be fun until much later tbh. Even seeing 25ks just feels like meh this isn't great. 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

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I did love seeing Howell play though. That fucker is 27k fide like fucking unreal lmao. Ughhhh. 

I'm not enjoyinggggggggg. 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩