I think I've given up on a few things. It feels like too much pressure and I just want to be chill now. Been keeping to myself a lot more, talking to bro lots etc. Feels okay. Glad he understood about L too. I was afraid not many people would but surprisingly everyone did. I feel v comforted by that. It's been a complex lot of emotions to grapple with. But I'm so happy people actually have my back on this and not a single judgemental thought came my way. It's wonderful. I feel v blessed.