Back home. Travelled all day. Just feel so exhausted. I feel sad too. Even though I didn't know her all that well, or at all really. I still just feel a certain void. Like I do of my aunts. Every time someone goes away, it feels like they leave this space behind that's never really going to be filled. Hmmm. 

Well. Tonight. I just feel like mourning her and letting myself feel whatever grief I have all these days. It's weird but I always keep my feelings to a side until I can deal by myself and this time it's not different. Man. And now I just want to cry. Hmmm. 

I miss everyone that left, and I love you all soooooooo damn much. 

RIP.