Swings

I feel so gloomy and moody. Idk if it's the nightmare or lack of sleep or what but I just feel very down in the dumps rn. :(

Edit: been trying to decode it for a while and my best guess is that I feel like there are two choices on the table. Either put up with someone's bad behaviour or have them abandon you. 

Lmfao this is so fucked. But also my core fear. Fml. How do I overcome this?